Monday, September 30, 2002
Why is my father so mean?? This had to have been one of the worst dinners I have ever had!! Not only my Dad but My brother were making fun of me!! They kept telling me that i'm waisting my life and that I need to get out more! My dad said that I need to be agressive and get out and meet other people! And my brother says "but Anne already has friends on the internet" and they kept saying stuff like that!! I'm actually ready to cry!! So what if I have friends on the internet!! They are probably better friends because they can't see me to judge me!! Then they bring up that I dress like a lezbian!! (t-shirts and jeans)!! The whole night they kept implying it!! My brother kept saying that he wants to move in with my dad! And both him and my dad kept going on about their lives and how my dad and girlfriend are back on the "same page" again!! Do they even care about me?? It's like I have no one to talk to around here!! For the past 4 months all I have been doing is listening to everyone elses problems but what about ME!! When I start to complain just a little bit I get the "I'm only saying this as a friend you bitch to much!" I don't mean to sound selfish but it feels like no one cares anymore!! I like it that they come to me with their problems, I really like to help people but don't you think that in return they would want to help me? I need to quit typing now because i'm sure once I calm down I'm really going to regreat this post!!!!!!!!!
Marie @ 7:12 PM