Tuesday, January 07, 2003
Man does depression suck!!!! I thought last semester was bad! Not compaired to this. It SUCKS!! I like most of my classes, but my gods, it is so boring, and I miss Ruben so much in Band!!!! It's so boring, I have so many damn basketball games that I have to play at, and I probably won't go to most of them, maybe none of them. I just HATE band! I'm so damn depressed, it's not funny anymore! I haven't been eating, I just sit and do nothing! I don't have energy to do anything! But seeing Dave last night on King of Queens was great though! He wasn't blonde anymore, and that kinda shocked me! Didn't care to much for the facial hair though. But he still looked Great!!!!! I'm used to seeing blonde Dave w/the facial hair, not brown hair'd baby face Dave. :) I'm still trying to get out of my depression though!! It's lasted longer than I thought it would! I haven't been this depressed in a long time. And then everyone in school keeps asking me if i'm ok, and everything, and after a while it really gets to me! (I think I get enough pity if ya ask me, I don't think I need anymore) It's ok, but not when it's coming from people who don't even care! I'm so out of it, that I forgot to read for my chemistry class and today we had a pop quiz! Guess who failed it?? Way to go Anne Marie, already failing and it's only the 2nd day of school! I'm so damn pathetic! LOL!!!
Some things in life are bad.
They can really make you mad.
Other things just make you swear and curse
When you're chewin' on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle!
And this'll help things turn out for the best
...AND..........
"Always Look on the Bright Side of Life!!!!" ~~ Eric Idle *My new saying, by the way*
Marie @ 9:23 PM