Sunday, February 16, 2003
FINALLY!!!! Ok, it shows up now!!! Isn't it pretty! lol!!! I don't call Julieta my computer goddess for the hell of it ya know! :)
Well, the family is coming over today. I'd rather sit in my room, finish crochetting(yes I can't spell) my blanket while watching KITH and Python. But mom says I need to be social! This weekend totally sucked ass for me! First off, I'm just getting over the stomach flu, then last night I was all alone (Just me and my liquor, not a very smart idea to drink when your just getting over the flu), while my brother had his friend over and my mom and her asshole of a boyfriend "patched things up." I wish I could get out of this fucking house and get away from my family and their problems!!!! I really wanted to tell mom's boyo off so fucking bad!!! He is so damn imiture!!!! The whole time before he came over my mom kept asking me "Please hold your tongue, please be nice to him, people change! Look at your father he changed?" Right, sure my father changed, so why does he keep acting like an asshole? Got my progress report last week! F's across the board!! So daddy is none to happy w/me! I know it's because i've missed to much school, they even sent a note home saying that they can drop me if I don't bring my grades up! And a part of me is worried but then the rest of me is like "fuck it, school sucks anyway" The only thing i'm worried about is not graduating on time. And even then it's because I don't want to be in this fucking school anymore time than what I have to!!!! So I better enjoy the rest of my weekend while I can because as of Tuesday i'm going to be working my ass off to bring up my grades, so I don't get droped!
Q: Where is my life going?
A: Down the fucking toilet!
Marie @ 12:16 PM