Wednesday, February 05, 2003
I HATE my cable provider! BASTARDS!! Not only do I not get the PPV but I also don't get to see Dave tonight on E! Life is soooo not fair at times! lol!
In other, more exciting news: I got demoted in band! I dunno if I should be glad or sad about this. As of right now i'm going to be glad, because it kinda takes the pressure off of having to be the "under study." But it sucks because the section he put me in, doesn't play very well, so we end up playing infront of everyone by ourselves! :(
I got my grades today and they are horrible!! I'm so ashamed of myself. My dad is really going to be upset and disapointed, and my mom already gave me a lecture! I haven't told dad yet because i'm to afraid! :( I hate when my dad gives me lectures because all I end up wanting to do is cry! I know I can do better, and I have to try my best, but here lately I just don't care if I graduate anymore. And that CAN'T be a good sign. I had my heart set on college until my parents broke the news to me that they can't afford it so i'll have to pay my own way threw! (at first they told me that they would try to pay most of it, and I pay the rest but now they say they can't) So as of right now college is a no go. Depressing isn't it? But I've been looking on the bright side, and that helps! Whats the sence of even graduating if I can't go to college?
What else? Oh yeah, I've been watching Python Non-Stop!! Thanks to the WONDERFUL Liz!!!! I'm so hoping to get the whole boxed set for my birthday! If they can't pay for college they can atleast buy me that, right? lol!
Marie @ 8:26 PM