Wednesday, April 23, 2003
Haven't been in a blogging mood as of late, but i'm board so beware! lol! Of course I have to blog about Crissy and Dave's new baby girl Alina!! Woke up Monday morning to check my email and there was the wonderful news!!!! It actually cheered me up alot! So strange how someone else's joy can make another person so happy!
I still haven't told my mom about my dad getting married again. Why am I always the one that has to tell her these types of things! It just adds to the pain!! I really don't want to tell her, but it might be better for her to hear it from me? I'm so confused, I dunno what to do. I told Cynthia about it, cause she wanted to know what was bothering me, so I told her and she kinda giggled! Then I tell Ruben and he does the whole "OMG, R U serious?!" And that was it. Should have known that they wouldn't care anyway, I think i'm the only one that cares, but I keep hoping someone will help me through this. Seems that as of late everything has been falling on poor Liz! I hate to bother her w/my problems, it's not fair to her!!!
It also seems Cynthia has had a "change of heart" because on Sunday she wants me to go to her house because she is going to make me special pudding and a B-day Cake. I can't believe Friday i'm going to be 18!! Guess thats something to look forward too?! My uncle is coming up on Friday and my party w/Dad is Saturday, and he keeps asking me what I want to do, even Dwayna has been asking me. They say I can do whatever I want but I can't think of anything! The one time I can do whatever I want and I can't think of anything to do. We will probably end up staying at home doing nothing. But at least i'll get to see my uncle and that's ALWAYS a blast!!!!
Marie @ 8:22 PM