Monday, April 07, 2003
I MISS LIZ!!!!!! Alrighty I said it! I miss her!!! I'm sitting here, finishing watching my Python DVDs all by myself! It's so hard to go back to everyday life after something like this!!! Even though 4 days isn't that long of a time, I got used to having someone laughing along w/me, and enjoying the things I like! I'm pathetic, eh? I keep looking at my pictures, and i've read a little bit of Sahara. Then last night I watched Sahara on Bravo, but it didn't help! It made it worse!!! hehe, all I kept thinking was I MET HIM, that man on the tv I ACTUALLY MET HIM!!!! I feel the same way I did after I met KITH!!! I just don't care about anything anymore! It's over and nothing could top this experience. The world could come crumbling down and I wouldn't care! I know it will probably pass, but until then, i'm misserable! :)
It was so funny watching Sahara last night because at the book signing or library (I cant remember which one) he talked about playing this game w/sticks and camel droppings and last night thats what they showed on the programme! And I remember his facial expressions and things when he was talking about it! I'm still kicking myself for not getting a picture of him while he was imitating the camel!!!!! But most of my pictures didn't turn out anyway, so it ain't no biggy. I LOVE my dad's girlfriend!!!!! I brought my pictures and book to show to my dad, and she was WAY more interested!!!! She was asking me all these questions about him and she actually seemed to CARE about what I was talking about!!!! She was the same way w/KITH. She wanted to know about them, and then she wanted to watch the DVD! So since things have been going so great, I am just WAITING for something to go wrong! And I bet it will happen in school!!! I just know it!!!!!
Marie @ 5:20 PM