Monday, May 12, 2003
Guess who got zero sleep last night? And guess who's friends are coming over for a visit today at 10am? Yep you guest it, ME!! I'm so fucked man! I swear to gods that I didn't sleep a wink last night! I just layed there WIDE awake listening to BNL!!! So now I look like shit and Ruben and Cynthia are coming for a "suprize" visit. Last night Ruben was online and said that Cynthia wanted to suprize me by stopping by today, but he knows that I have been busy w/house work(i.e. cleaning house and doing laundry in my pajamas) so he told me ahead of time and yet he still wants me to act suprized when they get here! I know it sounds bad but I kinda wish they were coming later so I could at least try to take a little nap before they came. Also, Cynthia didn't get my trumpet from school so Wednesday Ruben wants me to go w/him to the school to go get my trumpet while he picks up his cap and gown! I SO don't want to go back to that shit hole! Especially band! I just know that he'll have a class going or something when I go in there to pick up my trumpet(meaning I'll have 50 of my ex-peers staring at me while I get my trumpet), or he'll be in there all alone and start to talk to me and ask me why I got droped OR he wont be in there at all and I will be locked out of the band room and I wont get my trumpet. Either way, this is so not a good thing. So I ask Ruben, what the hell am I going to tell them when I walk in? And he says "Just tell them that you got dropped and you have to pick up your instrument in the band room, it is YOUR trumpet after all!!" He makes things sound so damn easy! I hate this damn school! I so wish Cynthia could have picked it up for me! But I bet a) she forgot or b) he wouldn't let her pick it up for me. Either way I just know I have to go to that school again and it's going to suck ass! And after we go to the school we are going to go job hunting! Sounds like such an exciting day, huh? F*CK! Being a grown up really does suck. :(
Marie @ 7:45 AM