Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Today was horrible!! I hate my life so much. The good thing is SO FAR Lady Luck has stayed sweet on me and has given me things to look forward to. But the rest is horrible/terrible, pick one. Today we went "apartment shopping" and we plan on moving by the 1st of August. Her reason being she is putting me back in school. She doesn't want me to get my GED she want's me to graduate w/a cap and gown. I hate school and yet she is going to put me back in that hell hole. I really pissed her off too, I thought I would make it worse by telling her that I am gonna miss the first week then because of my trip to Toronto, and no matter what i'm not going to Cancel this trip! But that didn't work because she said that that was fine with her I had already had this trip planned. She knew I was upset and that I don't want to move.(Moving also means I probably wont have internet) She also said that because the apartment is only 2 bedrooms, me and Tony are going to get stuck sharing a room!!!!! Now for those of you that know me, I NEED my alone time, and I NEED my space, this is definately not a good thing, I swear it's not. Then she fed me this bullshit that we will split the room in half. I have no idea what the hell to do. It's all bullshit to me. Suddenly moving w/Ruben sounds like a good idea. At least I'd have my own room. It wouldn't be as bad if it was a sister or something but my BROTHER?? He's a pig!! I'm a neat freak! This is never going to work!!!!! So now my happy parade has been shit on, and I'm REALLY going to dread coming back from Toronto when we go. But I will hopefully still have Eddie Izzard and Davy Jones to look forward too?!! I hope.......
Marie @ 7:53 PM