Thursday, August 14, 2003
Well I thought I'd post really quick before Rubens comes to take me to the DMV. I am so nervous, lol. I hate dealing w/strange people!!!! But Rubens says I have nothing to worry about, I hope I don't have to fill out any paper work??? I just know that we are gonna have to wait forever, I just want to get it done and over with damn it! I've delt w/enough strangers for today. Mom made me call this morning and renue our prescriptions.(I know it's not a big deal, but for me that was because I NEVER do shit like that, I get to scared/nervous!) So for once in my life I feel oddly proud of myself! Doing this stuff w/out my mom, it's actually pretty cool!
Last night I watched Brigadoon and I SO want the sound track to that movie damn it! I saw it at the Geneva Mall when we went but I doubt they still have it! I don't know why I love that movie like I do.....
After the DMV Rubens wants to go shopping and then we are gonna go to dinner. I guess it takes a while to make the damn ID huh? I'm just glad I get it there and don't have to wait for them to send it to me!!!! Hehe, Lizzy said she wants me to smile really big when they take the picture for it! LOL!! My mom said the same damn thing! "That ID is taking you to Canada damn it so you could at least TRY to look happy!" I'm all set and ready to go too! I even have my proof of address, LOL!!! I hope they don't read my mail, lol, last night I just grabbed anything off of the table at grandmas and just now realized that it is an advertisment from the DRs office telling me when it is appropriate to get a "pap" ROFLMAO!!!!! Of all the things for me to fuckn' grab man! Oh well, Rubens will get a kick out of it at least! The fuckers better except it too, Rubens never said if it had to be like a formal letter or anything. It has my full name and my address so thats good enough right?! I just know something is going to go wrong damn it! I just know it, things are happening to easily. Either we are gonna wait forever in line or they aren't gonna except something or I forgot something, I just know it man! Oh man does being pesimisstic suck ass!!!!!!!
Guess i'll go practice my "smile" before Rubens gets here! LOL
Marie @ 1:03 PM