Tuesday, August 12, 2003
Well there is ALOT of GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!! The GREATEST news is that today mom went threw an old box of papers and she found my S.S. Card!! So I don't have to worry about the new one getting here in time. I emailed Liz ASAP when she found it and like not even 5 min. after sending the email I get handed the telephone and on the other end is a VERY HAPPY/EXCITED Lizzy!! She read the email and then called me! LOL it's was great! I'm so glad she isn't worrying anymore! I felt so terrible! So i'm going to see if on Thursday Ruben can run me up to the DMV to get my ID before we eat and go shopping. He says it only takes 10 min. to get one, so i'm hoping that will go smoothly.
The second good thing is that Mike has moved out!!! Today he packed up all his shit and now he is gone! I'm so glad that it's just us now. I mean him and my mom still get along but the "living together thing wasn't working out." I don't give a fuck i'm just glad he's gone. He wasn't any help anyway! It's so strange not having Tony around. It's so quiet and strange w/just me and My mom.
Ruben came by for a visit this afternoon. We ate cheese hotdogs and watched the E! channel. He only gets up to channel 35 at his place so I told him any time he wants to come over and watch TV, he can. LOL, I feel his pain. I never used to get these channels until very recently, and it's sad because I bitched and bitched about not having these channels and then I finally get them and I don't watch TV. Except for an occassional KITH/Monkees appearance. I don't know if that is good or bad?! Knowing me it's bad.
I'm also really glad that I got my S.S. Card cause that means I can get a job now! It's come down to McDonalds or Jewel Food Store. I kinda wanna work at Jewel w/Ruben because it's better Money and he works there so I won't be totally lonely. While i'm in Toronto he says he'll talk to his boss about getting me a job! It's so sad, i'm 18 and I don't have a job.
Then on Sunday I went w/my dad and Dwayna to this fair thingy for his town and man was he in rare form!! He was treating me like a little girl again! I mean it was kinda nice but it was also VERY STRANGE. Cause my dad is the one that always wants me to be independant and all that good shit. But the whole time he kept asking me if i'm hungary?, do I need to go to the bathroom?, did I want something to drink? So I tell him that i'm hungary and what I have a taste for and then HE orders it for me!? What the hell?! It was just so strange. I mean I haven't seen him in 2 weeks and then when I do see him he acts all nice to me? He even bought me a present, hows THAT for strange behavior?! Oh well I shouldn't complain cause he isn't like this very often. I think he even wanted to walk me to the apartment door to make sure I got in, he kept asking me if I could get in ok, and if I'd be alright. Why can't he just make up his mind weather he wants to be a dad or an asshole?!
Marie @ 8:50 PM