Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Well I would have blogged sooner, but everytime I go to blogger and log in it kicks me out. Saying explorer has caused an error and will now close. Gods I hate this computer.
Ok, LOTS to blog about, so lets get this show on the road: Dwayna asked me on Sunday to be a Bridesmaid at the wedding.(It will be her friend Cindy as Maid of Honour and then me) And after I said yes I got the following in some emails from her.
E-mail #1-
Listen, I really want to thank you for agreeing to be in the wedding. I know it means a lot to your Dad, but I could never tell you how much it means to me!! You really made my day yesterday. I was so afraid you would be uncomfortable, or upset about the wedding. And I wanted you and Tony to be a part of it so bad. But when you said you were ok to be in it, I was so excited!!!! And please, if anything ever upsets you or makes you uncomfortable, come to me, call me, email me......anything. I hope you know I'm always there if you want to talk. Ok??
E-mail #2
I really hope your Mom is ok with you being in the wedding and going out with me to shop. I'm sure she's got to have some mixed feelings about all of it and I can't blame her. I would too. I just hope she knows how much I care about you and Tony and I would NEVER try to be your mom, that will always be her. I just want to be the best friend I possibly can be to both of you. (Although I do love the idea of being a Step-Mom----that's kinda cool, but only because you guys are so awesome!!)
Ok....enough with the mushy stuff!!!! But.....it is truly an honor for me to have you both as a Bridesmaid....and Family!!!!
Isn't she great?! I always imagined that if I got a step-mum that she'd be evil.(wonder where I got that idea from) And that if my dad ever got remarried again I'd never see him again...etc. And now I'm going to be in the wedding?!
I was scared shitless to tell my mum. But it wasn't that I was scared of her, I was afraid to hurt her. I know it really bothers her that my dad is getting married so I just didn't knwo how to tell her I was gonna be a part of the wedding. So in the 2nd email Dwayna sent me she asked if i'd like to go shopping w/her and Cindy Feb. 21st to look at jewlery and a dress for Cindy. Dwayna already has her dress and if they like how my dress looks(her and dad) then i'll wear my wine coloured prom dress that i've never worn before! Cool, eh?
And now I shall blog about how great my bestest friends are!(Liz and Cinnie!) When Liz came for her visit last Wednesday she brought the new Monkee Live Uncut Summer Tour DVD and it was great! So because she bought the new one she gave me the old one and I thought that was SO NICE!!!! I absoluetly love it! THEN today the UPS man pays me a visit. And it's a package from Cinnie w/all kinds of cool stuff! Where do I begin?! I now own a copy of Infanit Rider on the Big Dogma, Dr. Ducks Super Secret All Purpose Sauce, Broadway Micky and Micky Dolenz Puts you to Sleep. I can't believe how much Monkees stuff I own now! And thats not even the cream on the peaches oh no! She had to go all out!
And right now i'm groovn' to Sweetwater: Cycles. (again copied for me by the wonderful Cinnie!)
What did I do to deserve such great friends?? I'm not worthy, i'm not worthy....
Marie @ 8:24 PM