Friday, March 12, 2004
This wedding crap is really starting to get to me. They want a casual inexpensive wedding and yet they are going fuckn' over board! They are having these fancy ass coasters made w/their names on them, and cute little centre pieces...blah...blah. Here's something I thought was very stupid yet amusing at the same time. I showed them my dress so they could find her maid of honour one similar and you know they were disapointed that I didn't bring the damn shoes with? They even want our freakn' shoes to match?! How anal can you be?! And what pisses me off the most is they keep talking about their fucking honey moon in Arizona."Oh it's going to be so great, we're gonna go here and there...la...la...la." Yeah, keep rubbing it in dad, you gave my mother nothing, and yet you're giving Dwayna everything. I'm trying really hard to not get into this, I just want to vent so damn bad man! Why am I letting this bother me?? Why can't I just ignore them??
And THEN for my birthday next month we are gonna spend a day in the city. Which I don't mind except they wanted to go see some Nascar imax thing or whatever ON MY B-DAY?! WTF??!! I don't like Nascar, they like Nascar. So they go "Oh well you don't like it do you?" and then they were all disapointed cause I shit on their plans to see some stupid nascar movie on my b-day. So now I feel all guilty about that, thinking well I should just go and let them see it, and then it's like they are having this big expensive wedding and honey moon, the least they can do is let me do something I want on my b-day for a change. The only good thing about birthdays w/my dad is the fact that I get to see my Uncle Ken who keeps me laughing the whole time no matter what.
After reading this post I realize just how spoiled I really truely am. I swear i'm not as selfish as this post sounds...maybe I am??
Marie @ 1:35 AM