Thursday, April 01, 2004
Well my throat is still in flames, so i'm guessing it has nothing to do w/my screaming and yelling at the concert cause it's been feeling like this for too long. Plus I have a caugh along with it. I have no idea why, and me being sick is only going to make my weekend worse! Last night I got really freaked out cause Tony and me were watching my BNL dvd and all of a sudden I couldn't breath! My whole chest tightened up, and Tony had to message it and it finally lossened up. That was very scary!
This sucks because on Saturday i'm supposed to go to Dwayna's Bridal Shower. And I'm already dreading it cause I didn't get her a gift PLUS she's the only one i'm going to know/be able to talk to there. She said that 25 people are supposed to be there and thats gonna blow cause I don't function around alot of people as is, esp. w/them all being strangers and I'm sick?! I think she invited some of my Dad's friends as well, he has this one friend, Corky, who gets on my nerves like you wouldn't believe. She is so opinionated and stuck up that I just want to slap the crap out of her. It was funny cause when Dwayna told me who all was gonna be there and she said in a very sarcastic voice that Corky would be there as well and my dad was like "There you go, you know Corky! Now you have two people to talk too." And I thought for sure that Dwayna was gonna do a spit take cause we both dislike her, LOL. I hate worrying about social events like this but It sucks being the shy loner in the corner w/nothing to say or do, bord off my ass. It will also be interesting cause I think I might be the youngest there. WooHoo :-(
Marie @ 11:33 PM