Thursday, April 22, 2004
Well yesterday we went to dads and I helped make the damn centre pieces. It was actually pretty neat cause my Dad was actually listening to my ideas.(for once!!) We cut out material and then put some gravel stuff in the middle of it, wrapped it in the white cloth and then put silver and wine colour chiffon over it and tied it w/a little wire rose thingy. It came out really pretty actually. But I thought it was nice because I would say like "Dad, I sew, I know what i'm doing, if you do it this way...blah...blah" and he was complementing me, telling me that i'm really good at it and he appreciates my help...etc. Why he's sucking up I have no clue, but I may have an idea. lol
On the way to his house he was telling Tony and me that him and Dwayna have decided that if they are going to have a kid that they are going to do it before he is 46. And my dad is 43 so they have 3 years. And then he was saying "Yeah, it will be great cause then when the kid is 10 i'll be retired and we'll move to Arizona...blah...blah" What an asshole?! Then he was saying "Yeah, then you'll baby sit for me!" What an ass. Why should I watch his kid?! He doesn't do anything for me, why should I do something for him?! I guess I am being selfish again. It's like my mom has ALWAYS been there for me. He hasn't. I dont mind helping her with Cody because she doesn't treat me like shit, and I know that she's always there when I need her, I should be there when she needs me right?
And for the music for the wedding, they've gone ALL OUT! Her 2 granmothers and mothers will be SEATED to a special song. Then Me and her friend Cindy(maid of honour) come out to a special song, and finally Dwayna comes out to the wedding march. They have a tape and everything, this is going to be so embarressing...
GODS, WHEN WILL THIS WEDDING BE OVER?!
Marie @ 1:02 PM